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Our heroes didn’t die, they’ve just been upgraded…

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I found the quote above while scrolling through my Facebook-feed, and I couldn’t have said it better myself.
If you’re reading this blog, chances are you share my passion for music. “Rock stars” have made me the person that I am today. Their music has been the soundtrack of my existence, and that’s a pretty big deal.

My first experience of loss was when I was 7, and Elvis died. I remember it very clearly. It was a regular weekday and I went with dad to a local mall. He used to buy a newspaper, get a coffee and read the paper. Well, that day he met a friend there so while they were talking I grabbed the newspaper and saw the headline: “Elvis has died“.

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Elvis was my first “real” idol. I couldn’t believe that someone like that could die. Stars, musicians, celebrities – in my mind, they weren’t like regular, mortal people. They were above that, somehow.
And in a way, I guess they are. They never die. For all I know, he could be alive and well, making music. I never met him anyway and probably never would.

But that first shock stuck in my mind. Death was something I had very little experience of at the time. All my relatives were still alive, nobody had died, loved ones, friends – all there. I felt like life was so long that it was almost “forever”.

Well, the second shock came three years later, when I was ten. The timing couldn’t have been worse. I was such a dedicated Beatles-fan, it was true love, like a teenage crush, just something that made my heart sing. Beatles and their music – that was like celebrating Christmas, New Year’s and my birthday every single day. That’s the best way I could describe it.

One day, our teacher came to class, looking like something really terrible happened. He didn’t say much, and he was usually a very talkative man.

He went straight to the record player that was in the left corner of the class room, and put on John Lennon‘s latest album, “Double Fantasy” and the first words of “Just like starting over” filled the room.

He lit a candle and said: “John Lennon has been shot. He’s dead”.

Our teacher was a big music fan as well. He used to play songs he liked for us. He was the one who introduced me to Simon and Garfunkel and many other classic artists.

I felt like throwing up. John?! Dead?! He was BEYOND DEATH. So many thoughts and emotions that I couldn’t get a grip of. I was still too young to understand, I cried all day.

My heart was in a thousand pieces, I knew every song, every little detail in every Beatles song, Lennon song…. I didn’t have any other hobbies or passions back then. I focused ALL my time and love on music. And there WAS no other music in my world, but the Beatles. I was still exploring other types of music, which maybe wasn’t typical for other 10-year olds who were interested in mainstream Top 40 type of music. I don’t know where that came from really…

I played Beatles records all day that day, and just cried till I could barely breathe. It was the end of the world. John Lennon?! The greatest of them ALL! “You’ve got to hide your love away” from the “Help!”-album felt like a voice from the other side.

My mother came home, yelled at me because I hadn’t done the dishes, which was my chore. She had no understanding whatsoever of my grief, she thought I was just being ridiculous. It only made things worse that I had nobody to talk to who felt the same and would understand where I was coming from.

The third really big strike was when Ronnie James Dio passed away. I remember being in Split, Croatia with my dad at the time, and someone texted me the news, cause I didn’t have access to WiFi.

I felt so horrible, wanted to just crawl up in a corner and cry, or just call someone, anyone, and vent for a few hours. But I couldn’t. I was in an environment where nobody would get it. At ALL.

My dad was the most wonderful person on the planet, but he couldn’t understand what he called “idol worship”. He used to say “they are just people, no better than you or me!”. What do you say to that? Dad and I lived on different planets sometimes…

I remember texting my friend Kevin in Florida about it, he was just as devastated as I was. The news of Dio’s death hit us all hard. He was one of the true greats of hard rock/heavy metal. Not only that, but this time I was an adult and had personal memories and references. I had met Dio as a fan and as a journalist, and he was always kind. It felt so wrong that he had to go.

Most recently we lost an icon – Lemmy, and one of the biggest pop/rock geniuses of all time, David Bowie.

I don’t think anyone was surprised that it was time for Lemmy to say goodbye, I’m sure he wasn’t either. With Lemmy, it wasn’t so much his music, cause I was never a huge fan of Motörhead, but it was because he was genuine and real. He symbolized rock’n’roll like nobody else, he lived like most people only dream of, with the integrity of very few on the music business. It was a HUGE loss. He was just the coolest, baddest of them ALL.

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I spent the evening at the local rock club, Dr Feelgood’s, with about 100 other fans, watching Lemmy’s memorial service on a big screen in the darkness, feeling sad but at the same time a feeling of peace and happiness because it was a celebration of life more than anything. The way it should be.

David Bowie… I cried again. I can’t imagine the music world without Bowie. The music he created, the spectacle, the piece of ART he made of himself…. will never be surpassed. They don’t make artists like that anymore. I still feel incredibly sad when I think about it.

I couldn’t watch his last video “Lazarus”. It broke my heart, I felt horrible. Will never watch it again. It’s just so bizarre. Even in death he speaks, it’s as if it was all perfectly staged and timed. “Let’s make this video, then let’s release the album on my birthday, then let me go and die a few days later and nobody will ever forget it – and I left my own goodbye message”…

At the same time… The band in the sky will kick heavenly ass, and I can’t wait to get my front row ticket to an angel choir consisting of Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Freddie Mercury and David Bowie for instance.

For a musician, death is not the end. It’s the beginning of ETERNITY. It’s when they truly become bigger than EVER.
For a musician, dying is the way to sell more albums and becoming a legend.

It’s all the way it should be. Thank you for the music, all you guys and gals up there…. or down below, wherever you all gather for your afterlife jamsessions… Without you, I would be nothing.
I finally feel that it’s okay to cry. We all stand united in life and in death. I never say “Rest in peace” to any rocker. They weren’t made for resting in THIS life and they certainly won’t be resting on the other side.

 

 

Motörhead memory: October 27, 1998

I was watching Lemmy’s memorial service yesterday at the local rock bar, Dr Feelgood’s here in Malmo. We were about 100 people there who met up to watch it.

One thing kept coming up in the speeches, and that was how Lemmy made a point of making himself available to people.

So I dug up this old story that I wrote back then, in 1998, about my first concert with Motorhead and how great they all treated us. We were just there as fans. I was working as a music journalist at the time, but I had already done a phoner with Lemmy so this was not business, just hanging there like everybody else.

Anyway, here’s that story:

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In other words- I was finally HOME!

Let’s begin by remembering the Motörhead day, on Tuesday October 27th, 1998. It was only 4 in the afternoon when I drove down to KB where they were gonna be playing.

My pal and her boyfriend were already there, freezing half to death. The rain was pissing down, it was stormy and it was so cold that you could justbarely EXIST. You couldn’t even use your umbrella because of the storm and no matter what you were wearing, it was freezing cold!

Anyway, when we had been standing there for a while, watching people walking in and out of the tour bus, a nice guy with a laminate ran past us and shouted:

– You must be CRAZY standing out here!

– We ARE! I replied.

Then he went up on the bus and disappeared. A few seconds later he returned and said:

– What have you got to sign? I’ll bring it up on the bus – they’ll sign it for you.

It wasn’t quite the same as having it signed personally, but I could see the point – I wouldn’t want to stand there in the rain and the cold signing autographs either.

So, we waited for the guy to come out again, and a few minutes later he did – looking like a donkey with all that STUFF that we just tossed all over him.Lemmys autograph

[Picture: Lemmy signed my leather jacket – he actually found a clear spot to write on!]

Then, surprisingly, he told us to come inside. And once we got into the club he asked us if we wanted a cup of coffee or tea or something, still mumbling something about how crazy we were “standing out there in the freezing cold and rain”…

We were shown into a catering-room (that’s usually a small bar in the back of the club, called the Vinyl-bar – but when Motörhead and crew were there- it was a catering!).

He got us cups and told us to help ourselves. I was still shaking from the cold and my clothes were soaked to the skin! We thanked him very much for his kindness, I mean, people like that are pretty rare. He asked me what my name was and introduced himself, but I didn’t hear what he said, cause they were soundchecking.

He said he was the tour manager and that he’d be looking for us later at the show “we’ll get you passes or something...” . Well, at least we were on the guestlist, and that was all we wanted. The important thing was to see the show, first and foremost.

Then we all went home and changed to DRY clothes (but I was still freezing HOURS after that!), and a few hours later, we went back to KB (the club). It was PACKED – I haven’t seen so many people at a concert in a long time. But I noticed that lately,hard rock events attract a LOT of people, so mark my words…! :-D Hard rock is on the way back!! Again. Get ready for it people, it won’t be long now!

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The show was okay. This was the first time I ever saw Motörhead live, and Lemmy was really cool! So, in a way it was better than I thought, only that…well, Motörhead’s music isn’t really what I’d listen to every day. 

But it was great to see so many PEOPLE! I couldn’t even move! But eventhough the MUSIC isn’t my thing, I can’t help being impressed by Lemmy because he is so GENUINE. There’s no bullshit about that man. What you see is most definitely what you get! Yeah, he’s cool..! :-)

Anyway, after the show I tried to find my pal and her boyfriend, and finally found them. They were standing right by the backstage-entrance. We hadn’t seen the tour manager, and we didn’t have passes. (So, NOW what…?) But the security-guy looked familiar for some reason, and my friend was convinced that I knew him (and I know I DO, I just can’t remember WHERE I’ve seen him before! Isn’t it such a drag when THAThappens?!) so… I took a chance and went over to him. I just asked something about the band, if they were still up there and if they were gonna come downstairs.

And he just went:

– They are not coming down. But you can go up there if you want!

Some guy tried to “cruise in” when the door opened, but got a loud and clear “fuck off”, while the three of us just went straight up to Motörhead’s dressing-room…! And the worst thing is – I STILL don’t know where I know that guy from… So embarrassing.

Anyways, when we got up there, Lemmy was at the bar, drinking something, Mikkey Dee was talking to some fans, and the rest were in the couch just relaxing. The few people who were there kept walking over to Lemmy asking for autographs or telling him how great the show was or whatever.

I was surprised that he was so short… I mean, he looks VERY tall on stage, but he wasn’t THAT tall. 

We didn’t stay long up there, it was a very laid back atmosphere, people looked very relaxed. But I was tired and needed to get home, so we left early.

 

My year in rock 2015 – retrospect

2015 left the building a few hours ago (here in Sweden) and when I look back, the “slow year” I thought I had, because of the upcoming cruise that made it harder, financially, to travel all over the place – was in fact less boring than I felt it was. ;)

MARCH: The year started out with the GUS G tour he did in early March (with JEFF SCOTT SOTO as special guest) that I was doing PR for, so lots of work there but was nice to make myself useful as a professional this time.

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The month before that, FEBRUARY, I also went to see his former bandmate APOLLO in Halmstad, Sweden, doing a cover gig with “TRIBUTE TO DIO” an all-star band. Great evening.

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BRYAN ADAMS played at Forum in Copenhagen, an unforgettable experience and a last minute-decision to go.

Went for a short visit to Detroit to see my friends from MADAM X, hear some new music and also catch a gig with MICHAEL ANGELO BATIO at the Diesel.

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APRIL: I didn’t stay away from Detroit that long, cause in April I was back there again – this time for the MADAM X gig with AUTOGRAPH and KOUGARAN, also at the Diesel. Great gig, great evening!

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That same month – April – took me all the way to Sao Paulo, BRAZIL, for the MONSTERS OF ROCK festival. I went to see OZZY solo but ended up being absolutely floored by YNGWIE MALMSTEEN and UNISONIC!
Other bands that played were Judas Priest, Manowar, Primal Fear, Kiss, Motorhead (Lemmy cancelled, Sepultura filled in), Steel Panther, Rival Sons, Black Veil Brides and Accept.

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MAY: After that gig in Brazil, in April – I had to see MORE, so I got on a plane to Bucharest, ROMANIA, to see the Maestro: YNGWIE MALMSTEEEN. Bucharest was a fantastic surprise, I loved that city and will go back as soon as I get a good reason. :)

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JUNE was, as usual SWEDEN ROCK FESTIVAL-time and my personal highlight was meeting IAN HILL of JUDAS PRIEST for an interview after the press conference.

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Right after Sweden Rock, literally the day after the festival ended, I got on a flight to the US again, this time to Florida to do a studio report with TSO (Trans-Siberian Orchestra): Met up with PAUL O’NEILL, JON OLIVA, AL PITRELLI, KAYLA REEVES and JEFF PLATE. Were there for two days with a non-stop busy schedule, but very very interesting and most of all, was glad to see The Mountain King again! :D

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BILLY IDOL played in Varberg – HARDCORE SUPERSTAR opened on a great summer day, very cool outdoor venue.

JULY was a non-metal month, but cool gigs nevertheless. LADY GAGA with TONY BENNETT at Tivoli Gardens (amusement park) and ELTON JOHN same place, two days before.

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AUGUST: ROB ZOMBIE, Vega, Copenhagen. I was supposed to see him again at a festival shortly thereafter but cancelled because one of my best friends was getting married. One of few good reasons to cancel plans of going to a show. :)

SEPTEMBER: GUS G came back to Scandinavia, this time with KOBRA AND THE LOTUS and KAMELOT in Copenhagen and Gothenburg. Kobra and the Lotus was a nice surprise, didn’t like them on record, but enjoyed the shows!

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W.A.S.P with opening act DYNAZTY played in my home town Malmo later that month, met up with my friend Taz (lights for W.A.S.P), which is always a pleasure! :D

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OCTOBER: No gigs. Ended up in the hospital for an emergency appendix surgery and was told to keep still for a few weeks. So I did. Kind of.

NOVEMBER: WHITESNAKE played in Denmark with openers DEAD DAISIES. The place was packed. Mostly remember the hassle with the backstage passes, those things can be a pain in the ass and never worth it.

Anyway – later in November, I took a little trip over to Detroit again to see the MADAM X boys and girls and listen to some new songs from the upcoming album in the studio.

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Producer Kevin said I should go see the band POP EVIL and pulled some strings to get me in on the guest list – on the worst day of the year…! It was snowing like crazy that evening, but in the end it was a good choice, I liked the opening act KALEIDO better than the headliners, to be honest. :)

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A friend, Maj-Louise, “kidnapped” me on a spontaneous trip to Gothenburg for a meet-and-greet with TOBIAS SAMMET of EDGUY & AVANTASIA, and listening party of the new Avantasia album. Also playing that night was HAMMERFALL.

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And in DECEMBER, I had two busy weekends visiting Dublin and Birmingham for WHITESNAKE/DEF LEPPARD/BLACK STAR RIDERS. :D

So I’m not sure the year was a total disaster, it turned out pretty good after all. :)
And now…

HELLO 2016!!

CHRIS CAFFERY – “I had to make the music to rise up to him”

I called Chris Caffery (Savatage, Trans-Siberian Orchestra) a while ago to talk about his new album “Your Heaven Is Real“. It was shortly before the Savatage reunion at Wacken, and he wasn’t allowed to talk about Savatage until AFTER the show.
This is a transcript of the conversation, just plain and simple word by word.

Always enjoyed talking to Chris,my impression of him is that he’s a sincere and non-bullshit type of guy, and I like those people.
And yes, I did speak with him again after Wacken, about Savatage. But that was for a magazine that has not been published yet, so you might find that here later, at some point. Maybe.

That’s the thing about magazines, an article can only fit so much text, whereas you don’t have to restrict the size of a piece online. I don’t know when or IF, but… subscribe and you will be the first to know. ;)
Enjoy!

The last time I spoke to you, you were working on House Of Insanity. You said it was to keep busy while Savatage was on a break. Now you’ve got TSO, you’ve got your hot sauce, the Wacken gig… So you are still a very busy man, yet you found the time to record another solo album. Do you still have the urge to do something on your own away from the band situation?
Well…I love creating music. There is nothing in the world that I get a greater high or rush off of I think. That’s only natural, it’s fun for me to create something. In a lot of ways it’s the same feeling that you get playing in front of a big crowd. It’s something that you created, and you know that that piece of work is going to be something that people can listen to. Not everybody’s going to like it, but it’s still something that I’m really proud of.

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The one thing I never really thought was going to happen, was the progression of my voice. I loved singing, but I was kind of a closet singer. I kind of thought I stunk, so I stayed in the background and tried to scream along with the music in the car or wherever I was. But as time has gone on, I have actually developed my voice to something that’s a pretty useful tool.

When I make my music now, I enjoy the singing just as much as I do the guitar playing. I think that that’s a great part of what inspired me to do the new music. I really enjoyed making the complete songs. It’s funny, because sometimes, I get kind of anxious to get to the point where I can actually sing the vocals.

I only want to get the other tracks out of the way, because I’m that excited! To me that’s the most fun that I have, making these records. when I get to sing. It’s just something that I really enjoy.

I finished House Of Insanity and I did everything on my own. I was learning about myself and the studio, so in my opinion it wasn’t the greatest sounding record, but there were some cool songs on it.

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A lot of things that I learned about the business while doing my solo things, is that it was very difficult to take on that kind of stuff on your own. I just needed a bit of time away from it to get back to the point where I really wanted to have fun with it again. And this record to me was a lot of fun to make.

When I approached Brian Tichy asking if he could play the drums for it… That was the thing that really made this record, because I got a hold of his drum tracks and he is brilliant!

I had to make the rest of the music to rise up to him, because I can’t stink around these drums!
I had to make sure that the singing and the guitar playing, the sounds and everything else that was going on, were the level of what he sent me.

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I just sent him some basic quick tracks, some rhythm guitars… just scratch demo versions of the songs so he would know what was the chorus and the song. But when I got those drum tracks, I was like… Wow!
I have to make sure that this stuff rises up to him.

He is, in my opinion, one of the greatest drummers on the planet.. He is probably the best one I have ever worked with in my career and I have worked with some really great drummers.

When did you get to know Brian?
There is a little tour that goes on in America called Randy Rhoads Remembered. The Rhodes family and some people go around playing Randy’s music and it’s usually Bryan and Rudy Sarzo playing the bass and he’s got a few different singers, and a bunch of different guitar players. Last year, it was myself, Metal Mike [Mike Chlasciak, Halford], and Joel [Hoekstra] from my band [TSO], and a bunch of other guitar players: Phil [Demmel] from MachineHead was playing…

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And this year they had Jeff Watson from Night Ranger playing with me, Phil X from Bon Jovi and Bumblefoot from Guns n’ Roses… We played those songs, and Brian was the drummer. I just emailed him “can you do drums?“. He’s got his own studio that is set up to do recordings, so I emailed him some tracks and he sent me this stuff back. I was so happy with what he did.

On House of Insanity you did everything on your own, right?
Pretty much. I mean I had John Macaluso to do drums for that record, but the overall sounds and everything on that record was just… it wasn’t on the same level as this.

I have improved my studio gear a lot. You know, the recording of those drums was done in this studio, but they weren’t what I would consider to be studio album quality. That’s what Brian has. Brian gets the sounds just hitting those drums that you would be paying for samples you know! Overall this record just has a better sound.
I really enjoy the songs on this record. I had a lot of positive inspiration going on when I was working on this. My personal life was in a good place. I was really happy while I was working on this music.

Did you work with anyone else apart from Brian?
Actually I still did most of the stuff myself. My keyboard player Lonnie Park, and I did some background vocal work together and arranged a lot of his keyboard stuff. He had also mastered the record, but in the end it was still me. I played the bass, I played the guitar, I was the singer, the engineer, I mixed it… I did the majority of the work the same way I did on House Of Insanity, but it was a happier time and it was a more pleasant creative process getting this done, because I was more confident.

You said that you were in a good place – is there anything you would like to share?
A few of the songs on the record are actually dedicated to and written about… I met somebody. My life changed and I’m engaged. Her name is Kayla Wheeler and we are really happy. I just I wrote a few of the songs particularly about her. There is even an instrumental piece that’s for her, a little guitar piece that is kind of dedicated to the day that we actually announced our engagement to everybody. So it’s just it’s a positive thing, I was happy.

Even when she wasn’t around I was still writing and playing this music and sending her mixes. I wanted to excite her, because she comes from a very musical family. Her sister is a very successful songwriter, her sister’s husband was a very successful singer and she has just always been around really good music and bands. I don’t know, maybe in some ways I was showing off to her.

Did it work?
Yeah, I think so I think it did. You know. in some ways it inspired me to make this better and I think that’s a good thing to have somebody in your life that you want to succeed for.
I felt like… the fact that we’re gonna get married was one of those things that I wanted to make her proud. So it was definitely a positive inspiration and a different one for me, because I have never been in that situation before when I was making music!

Maybe the whole vibe is different from House of Insanity which was the exact opposite?
Exactly. Like I said, I had a lot of positive things going on. TSO approaching its 20th year, there is a lot of positive about that. My hot sauce thing is doing well … Life is just in a good place, and I think that that energy led to the album just having a little bit more of a free spirit and a little bit more of confidence, you know. I did things with a good head I think. That helped a lot.

I was wondering about the title Your Heaven Is Real – is there a story behind it?
Oh absolutely. I had, which I didn’t know, developed an allergy to shellfish.
We were on tour with Trans Siberian Orchestra, in Ottawa, Canada, and I ate a bunch of mussels, and about an hour-and-a-half later I started getting a violent allergic reaction from it. I actually had seizure and died for 5 minutes. My pulse has stopped, I stopped bleeding… I don’t mean to be gross, but my body released its bowels and I was dead.

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But in that time I experienced what people say you see – a bunch of bright lights, people laughing and faces around me… I just remembered a voice telling me that it wasn’t time for me yet, and I can go through.

When I was brought back to consciousness again, my face was busted open cause I fell into the desk, and my teeth went through my lip. I didn’t look too good. But it was basically what happened in that song, and that is what the title is about – the experience that there is something there.

Whether or not that was just something in my subconsciousness or whatever, it was… I mean, I’m not particularly looking forward to dying, but I can’t say that I’m afraid of it anymore.
I actually experienced what it was like to go into that stage when your body is gone. My soul obviously still had an energy, for me to still have a recollection of what was going on.
But it was that’s what inspired that song.

So the voices that are in the beginning of the song are recreating what you saw and experienced? 
Exactly. I’m basically at the time where I am out of it and I kind of hear the heart beating again and then I’m coming to it and that’s what that situation is.

Any plans for a tour?
I wouldn’t mind touring. We have already spoken about some festivals next year and I talked to Brian about it. I would love to have him play the drums. And the good thing about him is that he’s got a huge network of musicians that we could use if it would ever come down to playing together really quick.

I would love to play some shows butt it would be a happier and less stressful tour.
We have some touring plans, so I will just have to check and see where my schedule is with TSO because I have always let TSO know that I am available whatever comes up.

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Just a little side-step extra: Do you have any anecdotes, memories or stories from your time with Metalium?
You know, that time was really really a cool memory for me.  I wrote some songs and went over to Hamburg. I spent, I think it was about 4 weeks, living there and working on that album.

I am doing the record, and it was pretty funny because they left me and Matthias [Lange] in the studio, I basically engineered the guitars and produced them myself. I had never even loaded a two-and-a-half inch tape on a tape machine when I did that record! But I was putting the tape on the machine and Lars just left us and I thought “this was kind of strange” but I did it. I was really proud of that record.
That record was actually pretty good. When I listen back to that, it was a really strong metal record, much like the Doctor Butcher record.

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Weird things in my back catalogue, that are actual special pieces of heavy metal history. A lot of fans, like in Brazil, people go: “you played on this legendary Doctor Butcher record and that legendary metal record” but the thing that had happened was…. I was in Savatage! I wasn’t in another band. I had no desire to be in another band. But Lars apparently told the labels that I was joining Metalium, Before I even knew I was supposed to be in the band.

At that time I think it had something to do with the amount of money that he had gotten to record or something.
It was like “tomorrow we have a photoshoot and on Friday the press is coming for a listening party!”
I’m like: “A photo shoot? What do you mean?” So he sits me down and says “I have to talk to you”.
And he goes: “You need to do the photos or my house of cards will fall…”

Those were his exact words. You need to do these photos or my house of cards will fall, and I found out at that point in time that I was in the band. Not just producing the record and playing. I was a member of the band. So, I discussed it with my people and they said “you can do photos but you have to appear like you are distinctly different from the band”.

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But it was a big pain in the butt. And the only thing that really stunk about it was that the record was great but it never really had a chance to get where it needed to go, cause Lars and Mike Terrana had a fight in the first week of touring and Terrana quit the band during the tour.
So I told them, I don’t want to be a part of this. This is going to be a mess, so... I walked away from the touring and everything. I told Lars I couldn’t do it anymore.

They hired somebody for the tour and that was that. But there was a very interesting story with that. I can still remember that experience very well because I remember how cold it was. I remember the snow, and I remember wandering around McDonald’s after cutting a track or waking up in the morning seeing the hookers in their jackets on the street corner, and I was just giggling cause it was just funny seeing hookers standing outside of McDonald’s. It was just a crazy time. Our apartment was just right up the street from Reeperbahn and I lived there for a while. It was just a really interesting place and an interesting time.

(Small talk off the record that has not been transcribed – and then the talk continues:)

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It’s been 30 years since I started working with Paul O’Neill. And we were also discussing that it was very unfortunate that the first band I ever worked with with Paul, was called Heaven and that singer Allan Fryar just passed away from cancer. So we were talking about that.

That was my first professional job ever and I still have a copy of my first professional paycheck which was signed by David Krebs. Basically the biggest rock and roll manager in history was signing my very first ever paycheck. He was my very first ever personal manager and producer and he eventually got me into Savatage – that’s 30 years now in August.

I did my photos last Wednesday actually, and I posted one of them on my Facebook page. Somebody said to me “that’s a great photo how old is it?” Like it was something from the past. And it’s something that I took that week! My photos look better than they did 10 years ago. I think it’s because I’m healthier and happier. I’m taking better care of myself and I think people age differently now.

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It’s gonna be good, I’m excited for the future and like I said I think after Wacken there are going to be a lot of questions that will need to be answered. I’m just excited you know. I’m excited for people to hear this record too. Cause I think that Savatage fans are really gonna like it a lot. Heavy metal fans in general are going to love it a lot. I was talking to my radio people about it, and I said please don’t send it to people just like I am the Savatage guy.

Just treat it like it’s a brand new record. But you can’t get away from it. I have a 30 year old history with the band, is gonna come up.
Everything is good, life is good and always consider myself the luckiest person in the world. It’s good. When you listen to the beginning of the record there was a time when I may not have even been here to talk about it. Once you have listened to my album I would like to know what you think.

I’m really proud of this record. I would love to know. The song Why and Your Heaven Is Real, so much went into them, more work in that song than I think I’ve done on some albums. There was 85 tracks of music and that song. Just different vocals and strings and everything that happens is that song.

You released your previous albums on your own label, right?
Yeah, I did too much work on my own. It was very tiring. That inspired me not to do anything like that again, that’s enough.